Wed Nov 7, 2007

Surviving

Monday sucked. I don’t even know how to adequately express the pain. But I’ll tell you that I felt like an idiot almost passing out in the waiting room at the doctor’s office. And it wasn’t the kidney pain, my chest suddenly seized up and I broke into a sweat and couldn’t see.

I was trying to deal with it myself, breathing, walking around, leaning forward… (the guy in the row of chairs across from me was trying not to stare). When I thought I was going down for sure I called up to the receptionist, who was helping someone, and told her I needed help. Suddenly, there were two nurses and a doctor by me, discussing amongst themselves where they were going to put me, because the rooms were full.

I was humiliated. But I didn’t pass out, and I’m guessing it’s because of the anxiety associated with making such a public spectacle.

So, they wheelchaired me out of the lobby into a room, gave me oxygen, put little, electronic beeping things on me to check stuff. My oxygen level was at 70%, and that was after I was feeling better. I didn’t know they could check that.

Anyway, I was prescribed an antibiotic and sent home once they were convinced I could drive safely. The rest of the day was, incredible as it may sound, worse. They didn’t prescribe any pain medication, and I was so out of my wits with pain, I didn’t even think about the fact that I should have some for several hours. I was in bed, writhing, falling in and out of sleep and sweating like a fish.

At around 6 pm, I woke up and thought to take Tylenol, slept for an additional hour, at which point I felt better enough to get out of bed and eat.

Now I have other pains, I’m tired, and I have a follow up appointment in about an hour.

At some point, I’ll have the energy to talk about our weekend. I apologize if I’m neglecting emails. I’ve had a bunch recently, between school stuff, Girl Scouts, Yahoo groups, family matters, and blog queries, I know that some have gone unaddressed. So, email again if you need something, because if you haven’t heard back from me, you’re lost in my inbox.

7 Responses to “Surviving”

  1. Judith in NYC Says:

    I am so sorry you had to go through such bad days! Is it a kidney infection? Why no pain killers prescribed?

    Hope you are feeling all better soon.

  2. Maggie Says:

    That sounds awful, I’m sorry. I hope you get some relief today! Thinking of you. Take care.

  3. Gina Says:

    Ouch. So sorry you’re going through this. My aunt actually passed out in the emergency room restroom from kidney infection pain. I hope you’re better very, very soon.

  4. Kirstin Says:

    Yuck! So sorry you’re sick….may the meds do their job!

    When Benjamin had pnemonia and all his asthma scares, we got to be pretty fond of the oxy-meter…I think they should equip every new mother with one, and an ear checker for that matter!

  5. Stephanie Says:

    Oh man. I’m so sorry!! That sounds AWFUL! And why the heck didn’t THEY think to give you any pain meds? I mean…you were in pain and not thinking too clearly….THEY should have just given you some!!!

    I really hope you are feeling better soon.

  6. annie Says:

    I just read this and I want to say (since i’ve already sympothised) doesn’t oxygen rock??!!! They gave me some when i broke my arm on Mt. Batchelor snowboarding on St. Patricks day, I thought I was healed! I was like “i’m feeling better. I think I’ll just go home now” The EMTs just laughed at me… along with my friends because I crashed right in front of the lodge being retarded!

  7. Kathode Ray Tube Says:

    I passed out in a waiting room waiting for an EYE exam! It was a really cold day and I had on tons of warm layers. The waiting room was hot. Then, they dilated my pupils and made me wait until the were fully dilated. That was all I needed. I broke out into a cold sweat and didn’t even make it to the receptionist’s desk! Hope you feel better. The fair isle bag is beautiful!

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